so called "bestfriend"

its just sucks, the person who i thought i could count on, who i never doubt, who i trust the most, who i really really love did whatever she did to me. i feel like im the only one who's putting in efforts in our friendship. it seems like im not important to you like how your other friends are. every fucking time when im in subang, i make time, i find time to spend it with you cause i know its so hard to see you. but what i see, is that you dont have that kind of efforts to do so to me. bila orang lain ajak, cepat. but when it comes to me, its like you dont even care ?? i mean, what did i ever do to you to deserve this from you?? its just, idk how else should i say this but seriously, it hurts so much. whenever we hang out, im all excited to post pictures of you. but you, you didnt even. you post a picture of you and your friend, hanging out right after you hang out with me. how does that makes me feel? you never text me, or call me to know how im doing. i always tweeted things like how much i miss you and how much i miss doing things together with you.. you even wish my birthday, like at the end of the day making me feel like im not important to you. just, thanks for making me feel that way.. i never expected this comes from you. lol how wrong could i be??

big guy's birthday

Happy 20th birthday. Last time i checked, you were still 16 when your mum called me to make surprises for your birthday party. Years after years, and look at us now. 20th birthday, still with me. Be a good man, a WISE man. Already an adult now. Thank you for everything