Whenever I feel like giving up, i started to think 'why should I give up now? Why do I feel the need to give up?' yknow. Ive been strong for far too long, why should I give up? What was that for? For fuck sake, I know Im strong. I can do this. Looking back, it is such a waste if I want to give up. I have to keep going and I know, some how soon I'll get what I want. I'll be happy about it. So there is no need for me to give up. More over on someone that I love so much.