When you feel like you're not good enough. That is the worst. I mean, I've tried so hard to be the best for every human beings on earth. A very good daughter, a good friend, a good sister, a good girlfriend, a very kind stranger and most importantly, a great servant to Allah s.w.t. But it seems like i failed in each of them. I feel like my best was not good enough. I am trying my best to please people. I spend a lot of my time trying to impress people than trying to make myself happy. I should stop doing that. I wish I could care less. I wish that I have no fucks to give. I really wish that I dont care what people are going to say about me. But I dont know why I could not do that. In the end, I will always find myself kissing everyone's ass. God, why is it so hard. Life is full of obstacles and I know I have to bare w that. Deal w everything. Despite all the sadness in me, I have to admit that few people always keep me back on track. Put my smile back on. I am grateful for these people. Grateful that they can keep up w me and my emotions. I really hope they will stay that way, and don't ever change.